Saturday, April 29, 2006
11:52:00 pm
Randomness
Sometimes i seemed to be waiting still. How silly i may tell myself. Wells, guess martin's never really smart or did anything that's really clever before either. heh. I just always screw my life up. But sometimes because it's so screwed up, thats why it's fun. ha.
Wells, i begin to understand of the voice of lecturers starts to fade.... then you hear lesser and lesser... soon you fall into another dreamy world of your own. Wells, sometimes you will just day dream off or something. Can't really helped it esp during certain lectures. well... =)
Do you look at stars too? I know most people do and most people think they are pretty little shiny thingys. Don't you? Huh? No? you don't wana be like most people? haha. wells, i do look at stars and i do think they are pretty cool and nice too. Keeps me relax actually. I don't really regconise the many patterns and stuff in them but i just stare at them and look at them shine. Sometimes i really feel that the stars seemed to be trying to say something but i just couldn't figure out what now. Maybe somehow next time when i'm older i will? heh. Silly martin.
I really feel like going to Singapore river that area and walk and hang around. Somehow it had been some time since i saw it. Kinda miss it. The smell, sight, people and all. Somehow. No idea why. Anyone wana go down ? Not much free time left though. sigh...
I think philosophy is crap. I think it makes things complicated. Things are being made complicated cause humans keep on thinking "There are more to it..."COM'ON LA, WHEN THERES NOTHING THERES NOTHING ELSE! SIMPLY! ZEN!. Haiyo. why must we keep on digging in and in and in till there's something out of nothing just to satisfy our hypothesis of everything. So the philosophy of everything is nothing behind everything. *grins*
Oh, i dislike long blog entries too. But sometimes mine are kinda long i admit. Mostly short. Isn't it? heh.
I miss martin too... really.
Martin -
