Monday, February 27, 2006
10:20:00 pm
Mr Mosquitoe Loves Me
I have been sitting here for nearly 1 hour playing solitare with yt. And yes. A big fat mosquitoe is bugging me now that i realise. I bet i'm having like? 10 bites over my legs!? itchy ok... grr.
To be honest, i am rather tired today. Not really sure why but a guess would be for the fact that there's mass PE today. Mass PE are never really the PE back in the primary or sometimes the secondary school days. They literally mean physically training. Damn. No more games and slacking. Guess it's one of those ways they prepare people for NS or so. Sigh, what else can you expect. I guess most JCs are like this. Well, it helps i suppose.
Yes, did i say that my granddad's staying with me? Ah. Actually why, I guess it's partly the adult's fault anyways. With lots of complications and stuff. Shall not dwell into too much of that. However sometimes i really wonder, how will i be when i'm old myself. Really. But people always say, Martin, your far from being old. Well, time flies doesn't it? heh.
Okies, i kinda solve my concert tickets prob. Finally i THINK i sold everything. Thanks to my great dad who bought 5. *GRINS*. No, he's not that fat to take 5 seats. Somehow his friend's whole family's going for the concert. So, yeah, don't need to pay for tickets for no one. heh. But if you guys still wana go for the concert i can still help you guys get the tickets, no probs. You can always go and support me if every other reasons seem to fail. Don't get me flowers please. They die almost instantly in my hands. Be practical. I like food. ( don't too oily hor, ma fan one you know )
And in response to Sean's blog since you tagged on mine. Yes, i do read your blog sean. Thanks for trying to cut down on the science facts. Er i can't really remember your question. It's something about love between girl and guy and love between everyone else. I guess different think and sees things differently. Some people sees love as a need and you cannot denie the fact love between friends is different from love between couples. And with abit of your science fact, i think if i'm not wrong don't know what hormones is secreted right? To give you that feeling of love especially when your with the opposite sex you love. Er, not sexual hormones if you horny buggers are wondering. *grr* And one day all your friends will be attached somehow and you will be left alone when you at a ripe old age. Stale. HA!
Then again, forced happiness? Ironic eh?
but then again if your not sure, how do you know if it will be...
Martin -
Sunday, February 26, 2006
10:49:00 pm
The Traffic Light
Today was walking home after dinner with vic and yt. Then i came pass this traffic light opposite my primary school. Somehow it just caught my attention today. Out of so many other days. I happen to just spend a little more brain cells thinking about it. Yes. I spent more brain cells thinking about a traffic light.
Sometimes one must really wonder if martin's an idiot or what. Who the hell gives a damn or cares about the traffic light. Please, i mean, you see them every other day every other place! Somehow after today, i see traffic lights in a new light. They seemed different to me.
Amazing you may think. How dumb of martin to say such a thing. LOL! Sometimes i wonder why too myself. Maybe i think too much. Maybe i think too little. I mean, don't you guys find them cool. They are man-made facilitators that work on the concept of repeatetive changing. Repeatetive change, do sound like an irony don't it?
Cheers. =)
Martin -
1:00:00 am
Late night once again.
Okies. Short entry simply cause i'm tired. Just returned home and it's like 1 now. Yeah. went for supper with yingtong again. It's becoming a rountine. For me to go supper on saturday nights with him. Anyone keen to join us? Er, fattening? i think so. heh.
Yea, recently had been looking back and i just realise that my blogging times had been becoming earlier and earlier. Really, i think i've been sleeping earlier and earlier. Mmm, sometimes i really wonder if i'm really becoming more pig than i should be. *Wonders*
Oh, today was quite an eventful day though. Simple blog: Today i went for band and it was zhiwen's burfday. He's one of my section mate playing in bass trombone. Yeah. so we managed to get him an ice cream cake from holland V. and kept it iced in the band room's freezer. But was worried that the dry ice will cause reaction.... ?!?! nvm. SEAN AH! IS IT TRUE? ...
Oh, so we were eating the cake.... digging into the cake because we didn't had knife. We literally used our hands and dig. Then of course we played with it and started caking everyone's face. Heh. happy birthday zhiwen anyways =) Hope it was memorable.
Oh, poor yanglei met an accident while playing rugby i think. Think he dislocated his arm and the ambulance came. He seem to be in great pain though. Who wouldn't. Guess we will have a trombonist short for the concert.
Enough of crapping. ZZZ time. Nights everyone.
Martin -
Friday, February 24, 2006
10:21:00 pm
We should all learn to appreciate.
Sometimes, we all do take things for granted. I mean, of course, we are humans. I guess no human's perfect. Heh. Really. Quoted from a classmate of mine recently who said this during some punishment essay for GP. *GRINS*. But in the mids of everything, i guess in order to live life easier and less stress. I think we should really stop and think sometimes. Ok, maybe most people do, i don't. I mean, really, appreciate things and people for what they are or done. Try to view things from their persective i guess. If we really look everything at it's worst side, we will make our own lives harder to live on don't we? The more we think sometimes, the more mistakes we make. Really. Sometimes, certain things we should just do. As in, really, just do it and follow the flow.
Then again, people will always say it's easy to say horrrr. But to me, i think even this, we need practice. Yes, you hear me right. PRACTICE. Practice to always view things without a motive. Practice to always not think and think into certain things too deeply. Practice to even always try to stand in the person's point of view to look at the world. I mean, this is not a weakness. It may make you seem like someone who give in easily but your not. I think this is really another level up. Of course it doesn't come easy.
So so, like this, we will learn to appreciate more. Don't demand more but appreciate before you miss it. There are so many things that one can appreciate but didn't realise till you really see it one day quietly as you really begin to sit down and reflect. Wait and reflect. Do not wait and think too much. It complicates matter. Not everyone in this world want to be bad. Even though they might be bad. heh.
Let me see, i appreciate the days where i'm accompanied by my friends to school and back. I really appreciate many many friends who showed me concern and care in every and any way. I really appreciate days where i can sleep early without any thing rolling in my head before i fall asleep soundly. I appreciate a good conversation where i can really say it all without holding back. I appreciate music in my life no matter what others might say. I appreciate many people who crossed my path and helped me be it academic, musically, daily life and in life itself. I appreciate every single friend of mine that still remembers my name. I appreciate many things that can go on and on. I guess you guys do too. =)
Actually i do miss lots of things and lots of people. People that i still so clearly remember but have forgotten me. People that shifted from real close friends down to just a normal friend that says hi when we meet ocassionally. One can never ever totally understand another no matter how close they may be. We just always try our best, don't we? =)
Toys 'R' Us is fun. =) I spent 1 hour there that day. How 2 17 year old guys can have so much fun there. *GRINS*
so out of point lah martin goh....
Martin -
Thursday, February 23, 2006
9:29:00 pm
Into Those Eyes
Conversations. One of the most common tools of communications up to day. How can one not speak a single word to another person? They come to so so many forms. Be it leisure chatting, arguments, signs, technology etc. one just got to communicate in this world in order to survive.
Hokay, why the hell is Martin talking about this. GP ah. -.- heh. you must be thinking Martin's going mad or maybe he's really having a mid-life crsis. *Ahem* Er, actually on a less formal note, no LAH. Haha, this is not a sadistic post to your disappointment.
I begin to realise something quite some time ago. I'm not sure but i think it's quite normal so i am just going to say it here and you guys can tell me if you guys experience it also. When I talk to people right, i realised that i don't really look into their eyes. My eyes tends to look else where, everywhere else but their eyes. I don't know if this is considered as rude or whatever but really. I cannot seem to look into people's eyes and talk. I find it very uncomfortable. Maybe i will look at their legs or something. *GRINS*
I mean, sometimes i do. And i know this is quite a dumb issue to bring up but i had been thinking for a few days. heh. I mean i don't look into eyes be it i am just chatting or i'm lying or not lying or whatever, i just don't. Did you guys realise that? Or do you guys are seemingly the same too? ha.
Wells, i guess thats no big deal really. But then again, it's just an interesting fact that i notice about myself. Now i can say i know abit more about myself! Martin's getting to know Martin better! =)
Martin -
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
9:48:00 pm
Why blog?
Actually, when one sit down to really wonder, what's really the point of blogging? It's a place for one to rant and release what one really want to say? You sure about that? I don't agree totally. All must understand once anything is posted here, is for the viewing of the whole world. People do get sued and stuff for writing the wrong stuff here you know! hehs.
So so, what's really the point of blogging? It don't really qualifies as a diary right? So what? Online what? Online-place-to-crap? Oh man, why are you crapping to a white background when you can always chat with your friends on msn or sms or on the phone or same sort.
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Now now, you guys get what i mean. *grins* cheers!
Martin -
Monday, February 20, 2006
9:32:00 pm
"But daddy, I'm a good boy too!"
Don't you guys all agree that people all born to be good? Everyone's default i believe, is good. Don't you guys all feel that people all wana be good. Most people want to be the good boys and girls in their parent's eyes and be praised for doing everything right. Don't you guys think that everyone wana lead a good life, with good qualifications and go to good universities. Don't everyone wana have a nice family and marry someone they really love and have kids they really wanted. Wouldn't anyone want a perfect life? Right?
Of course, some people will try to be special and rare and say "ohhh, no no, life will be sooooo boring then." Come'on, face it! How special you want your life to be? The want to be normal, is to me, already special since everyone wants to special. But leading a life of so called perfect in that way, to be is already good enough i suppose. Then again, people usually don't always end up the way we intially wanted. The intial started all the way back in our very young days. Primary school? kindergarden? Stuff like that. When we were still simple-minded and innocent. Never really wanted real fancy stuff. But as we grow up. We tend to see more and want more. But then again, it's part of growing life i suppose.
Yeah yeah, i'm very upsad with my spilled ice cream. They say no use crying over spilled milk never say no use crying over spilled ice cream right! heh! yah, must be one hell of a huge ice cream. haha. Oh, for your great info martin likes cookies and cream flavour. So if you happen to be treating me ice cream you know what to buy. =D *GRINS* hint hint.
Martin -
Sunday, February 19, 2006
9:35:00 pm
Dejection
I do not know what to say. I guess the only word to describe me now is dejected. Like how one will feel at the point of the end of the world. Mine seemed to have ended suddenly. Ah, then again, i guess it's just for a period of time nevertheless. However i'm still feeling dejected. I really don't know how to continue now...
I have no idea what i really want, i do not where to go. I cannot forsee myself now. What's gona happen to me tomorrow? What's gonna happen to be a few years time or so. I knew it would turn out like that. But i thought i would have regret my life away if i didn't plunge in. They always say we must learn to let go. Learn to let go of everything at a point in time. Nothing in life is too great or too important. But i kept digging deeper and deeper. My days became harder. But at least there's something to push me on. I think.
Only sometimes i realise i am really lost in it. However there's bound to be a point of reality. Where i really wake up. However i always choose not to. Because i don't admit that i have lost. But i don't seem to have a choice, i mean, if you really lose, you lose! You can't change the fact! You cannot be who you are not. Birds belong to the sky while fishes must go back to the oceans. I had my fair share of fantasy and fun, it's time for me to move on i guess. People in life come in and out, including close friends and so on... we cannot control it, sadly.
But I can't believe i have to do this now. I thought maybe i could stay in dreamland for just awhile longer. I really did. I know if your reading this the entry may make totally no sense to you. Because i'm too lost. I cannot even organise myself how do you expect me to organise a paragraph. Sorry but this place is simply for me to rant randomly.
Martin, it's time to go, really..
What should i do...
How silly of me, haha, really. Sometimes when i look at it. And i still continue to lie, to myself. It's not fun to know how it's like to be like this. Sometimes i really think i can be very pig. lol. dumb dumb of me.
Martin -
Saturday, February 18, 2006
11:21:00 pm
Fun?-O-Rama
The Fun-O-Rama was today and finally, it's over. The huge funfair that acjc planned all these months finally come to a close today at 6pm with the school in a state of rubbish all over. Seemed that the place just had a rubbish war or something of that sort.
Somehow, my class stall got quite crowded for the entire day. Mainly due the hamsters and fishes that we were giving away. Can you believe it?! People actually WERE attracted to the hamsters, ok, mainly the girls that went " CUTE " and stuff. Hmm, The X box and ipod can't be won la, so thats nth much to talk about. *GRINS*
It was kinda tiring though, standing nearly the whole day at the stall collecting tickets, picking up marbles, giving out sweets and stuffs and so on. The whole repetetive process of such goes on for hours you see. And the money collected of course, goes to the school. Then in the afternoon, it rained. RAINED LIKE MAD, and people still hold an umbrella and continued playing... ARE HAMSTERS REALLY THAT GREAT?!
Whatever, we have weird people these days, really. Sorry if you're a hamster lover or something but i mean, can't they go the pet shop and get one?! What's so special about getting one at the Fun-O-Rama?! They are not blue, gold and red colours you know. So my class's shop was more like a pet shop today.
Sigh, how i wish there's no school on monday. Hope it's half day or something. Hope theres no school forever! argh...
Life goes on ... though.
I'm tired, off-
Martin -
Thursday, February 16, 2006
10:46:00 pm
Sick
Had been away these days. Even from my beloved com. Yes, had been sick for the past 3 days. Actually it started right from monday and dragged on till now. Now now, I had been running a fever which went like the stocks market, up and down, then had a flu and cough and sore throat. Realise i had a infected throat or some sort, or i think is inflammed, whats the diff. -.- The doc just said the entire throat inside is damn red. ( I thought it's always red??!! ) Damn, like that how to play trombone. Wah lau. Deprive me again.
It's ok, i shall try tomorrow and see what happens, hopefully don't cough too much. The cough's irritating and it just don't seem to be getting away. Argh.
Okies, finally i'm going back to school since monday. Yes, tomorrow's fun-o-rama preperation for this saturaday. Yeah, do come my class stall and support and throw some marbles =)
Ok, short entry, i'm suppose to sleep now for a good rest in case i fall ill again. And i finally conclude getting sick and pon school is a BAD trade. Not worth it.
P.S. btw anyone knows if i predict the end of harry potter here in my blog, will i get sued?
heh. oFF!
Martin -
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
10:32:00 pm
SICK valentines.
Alrights, firstly, today's not by all the best day of the year or something. Firstly, i have a bad cough which wasn't that bad in the day. Then, I was running a fever which i thought had gone. Stop i stop medication for fever thinking it will be fine, great, it's back now. -.- Martin, you can never take medicine even if you are able to.
To make things worst, the doc asked me if i have cough medicine at home and i said yar. Because my mum gave me some the night before and when i reach home i realise she say it's finished. -.- So they were nagging at me at how they will usually take 2 bottles of everythng and so on... Just my mum. Heh. So both my parents nag on and on till they went on argueing on how my mum don't know my NRIC number and stuff. They really do have their own way of finding topics to argue, no wonder they got married.
So you just might be wondering so what medicine did i get?! haha. I only got the headache one and the giddy ones. Alrights, to those who thought i went to grab MC to pon school, for once, you are WRONG. I AM sick. heh. and it cost me 26 bucks. argh. and yes, i will be in school tomorrow.
So on my way home, i saw numerous couples. Normal ones, loving ones, cute ones and of course the weird ones. Like how those guys can carry teddy bear for the girl... that look so... off. Sorry but, off. Maybe i look weird too, coughing my eyes out. ha. Sigh, i wana go airport. So random. But just wana go. *grins*
I thought... i really did. But i think ... since ... just let it be then. =) we will all be happy this way.
P.S. Happy Valentines Day to all. =)
Martin -
Monday, February 13, 2006
11:00:00 pm
Oh, it's Valentine's Day.
Er, ya, actually I only realise today that tomorrow's Valentine's Day. I mean i did know that it's on 14 feb but i didn't realise that 14th feb is just like tomorrow. Ha. So So, I guess tomorrow will be a day where you see numerous couples on the streets again.
Yes, i spend most of my Valentine with my trombone i think. Last year one was spent in the band room celebrating Ms Ng's birthday. *GRINS* heh heh heh... This year, i'm having band prac tomorrow. Ha, it's ok la, i don't really have anyone to spend with anymore anyways. Sometimes it's good to be alone on these days. My theory of not having, makes having looks good. But then again, once u have it may not turn out fine. It applies to all things actually, even material goods. Actually, more on material goods.
But then again, i still think i'm falling sick. My cough don't seem to go. Hopefully the medicine i take works somehow. If not i'm visiting the white shirt warrior tomorrow. And most prob. like 40 bucks gone or something. Damn.
Alrights. I m off for the night. Long day tomorrow. Band till 830. Guess with all these, hopefully the concert will be a decent one. Considering the fact that alot of concerts i played did real last minutue reharsal too with members strolling in last minute... heh.
Sometimes you do feel the pain too don't you?
Martin -
Sunday, February 12, 2006
10:31:00 pm
Choices and Decisions
Ah, now's the period of time where everyone's making them. Big ones. It's the period of time where people are choosing their schools and institutions and stuff. Actually, i personally do not like the words above. I guess you guys don't really like it either. Sometimes i feel that if one's given a choice, is worst than not given any choice. At least you don't have to go through the agony of cracking my fragile brain. ( Ok, even though some insist i might not have one, i assure you i DO have one. I insist. )
However, we are making decisions every single day. What we wana eat, where we wana go, which shirt should we wear today. Only that is those huge ones that stand out from the rest. There are several ones in our lives i guess and this is one of them. Like a pit-stop or something in the game of Amazing Race. heh. Make the wrong one and you shall be eliminated. ( Alrights, maybe i really don't have a brain.) Heh, na, eliminated for awhile i guess. ha. No one gets eliminated forever as long one lives on. Theres fall, there's always rise. The rise and fall. Till it reach a balance.
Heh, soso, today i went out to Seoul Garden for dinner. Yingtong was treating you see. Heh, thanks dude =P, what a filling dinner. Then we were roaming around JP. What's there to roam around when the things never really change. Wonders... Ah, since my results are already out, there are some stuff I really need to push up abit. Yeah.
Shall turn in for the day. Hopefully i'll be sick or something. Feeling rather off from the dinner. Too much heaty food. Martin has a poor health you see.
zzz -
Martin -
Friday, February 10, 2006
10:13:00 pm
Martin, Be contented.
I didn't did as bad as i thought i would in the Os. I got some like 11 points or so. Nothing real stunning or out-standing but i think it's kinda ok.
Yeah, today was the release. With some boring JAE talk before that which most of the content is already known. I guess no one's really paying much of an attention anyways. So, bla bla bla. As usual. Mrs Kwek made the talk. Then Ms Lim as usual talk about top in this and that. stand stand stand. of course none of it belongs to me. Yeah. So many of the peeps around me already know they did well before the actual results cause they got like 6, 7 or 8 distinctions and stuff. Congrats to all man. Yeah, my school did quite well. I think quite a no. get 20 and below. =)
Yeah, So when i got my result i was like so confused with da counting. Couldn't really count properly. When i first read my result upside down i thought i saw a Seven over my english grade. *Grins* So i was like anyhow whacking the points. 3 + 2 = 7... and so on you see. So i got other people to count for me. My results as a whole not very impress so i was nervous. ya.
So when i was sure that it was 11 then i was relief. Phew. Alrights, at first i was quite contented, since I didn't did as bad as my prelims and even worst. ( I was expecting the worst you see.) And even though my parents seem quite pleased with the results, i'm still unhappy now. I don't really know why. Seem there are several reasons but i'm unsure. I'm just not as happy as i should be. *sigh*
Yeah, I should have at least celebrated.ha, since i thought 11 was a good number to get since the number 11 is a nice number to me. ( Remember vic? at macs i said about 11 this morning, heh, it came true. thanks man.) Or at least i should feel more contented. More relief. More free. But somehow i don't. Wonder why myself too. I think I still feel lost somehow. Guess i need to find myself. =)
The more i dwell in the past, the deeper i go i guess. The more comfort i find, the harder for me to accept more reality. Sometimes don't you think it's hard not to think back? =)
P.S. To all well-dones, congrats. To all not as well or did not hit certain self expectations, it's don worry. You are what you are. If it is, it is. (and sean will forever be biobio, TOO BAD. heh ^^)
off-
Martin -
Thursday, February 09, 2006
11:05:00 pm
GCE "O" Level
Sorry about the topic. I won't be surprise to know people leaving my blog once they see my title. Sorry, too bad, face it! It's gonna come and it's gonna come hard. sorry, but i really don wana make this a long blog. For, i think, obvious reasons...
Listening to mahler now. I now, it seem all so wrong. Tomorrow's O release and i listen to mahler now. No, i'm not jumping out the window, no worries.
Wish me all the best. And i wish u guys too ya? God Bless. No worries.
What it is, it is. What's there, will be there. =)
Martin -
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
9:47:00 pm
I am lost
Something struck me today while i was stonning in front of my com. Tired, had cross-country you see. Even though i'm in the mids of everything. So many things coming on, so many things undone. And of course the highly high-profile date on the 10th of feb. The release of results of O level. *sigh* only 2 more days... argh.
I realise I'm more lost than ever now. I don't know if what i thought was right recently is still right. Direction. Where am I heading now? Where am i really on now? Where should my next move or destination be? What really is my main focus now at this point in time. There are so many decisions to be made at this point and I really cannot see where each decisions lead me to. How I wish I have the power to turn back time or the power to move foward to see what road leads me where.
So what if we know the direction we are heading? So what if we are confident that we will do it? So what... If, we don't know the way.
I was trying hard to look for clue. But it's always like a roller coaster ride. It went up and down day after day. I never know what's next. Then another came. It makes the entire picture more complicated than ever. Ha, yeah, i guess some of you reading this must be lost too. heh. Sorry, when you have the blind leading the blind, tends to be like that. I'm lost you see, you can't blame me?! I already said at the start at the title! =X
But really, I have no idea how to move but I'm just like slowly step by step. Which is tiring myself out faster than I thought. Have I just made my own life more tiring and complicated? Silly me.
Alrights, time to get some rest. Real tired, if not tomorrow gonna over sleep again. heh. =p
Nights peeps, cheers.
Martin -
Monday, February 06, 2006
10:56:00 pm
What happened today?
I can't really remember what really happened today. Maybe my days are becoming more and more normal and boring that theres really nothing much for me to remember for now. Won't you guys ever reach this stage? I suppose anyone at some point in life will. The stage where life's like a jam.
However today got the confirmed news that O results will be out this friday. Damn, and i got school that day meaning that i will have swim PE again... shit.
Somehow i rather hope it's out soon. At least i get it over and done with faster. So i know where i will be for the next few years to my insignificant life. Really... it's a bad feeling to wait like this. Especially you know that will have a damn long week ahead.
Had mass PE today. Load was lighter as we are going to have X-country this wednesday. Yeah, how nice. Then also had sectionals today. Nothing much. Left school around 630pm. Didn't manage to do some stuff i wanted to do. But it's alright, will do it on friday, if my results are fine.
Sometimes I will realise that things that happen to me don really just impact me. It's about the social and family circle around you. It concerns them as well. I will still have to face them and all. Saying that one can simply ignore and don't care doesn't really work in this world to be honest, at least in my opinion. You cannot run away from the truth forever you see. Sadly, we don't live alone, and maybe fortunately too.
Wells, countdown begins. This is suppose to mark the end of a journey. But that journey haven't ended, the other one seemed to already have began... life's tiring. They always say it's over but it never will.
Martin -
Sunday, February 05, 2006
11:11:00 pm
Sunday gone...
Yeah, today's sunday. My only day of rest out of the week. Woke up kinda late today. Then went lunch with my parents at jp. Was kinda crowded today. Guess it's normal for a typical Sunday afternoon.
After that i went down to sentosa to meet my OG. Was having outing today you see. ya. Nothing much. Just do the normal stuff at the beach. Not all turned up though. Only stayed for a couple of hours before leaving again. Even Sentosa was crowded...-.-
So i went home again. Tired. Doing homework now...chinese, can you believe it!? chinese homework ok?...some summary thingy la.
Oh, my parents got me a new alarm clock after the previous one was smash by me. No, i'm not violent ok! i just have violent dreams...er...nvm. It's a silver one this time. (yeah, i got quite a few alarm clocks u see...) Looks interesting, hope it's lasting...under my torture...
Alrights time to zzz once again for school tomorrow. cyao guys.
Like sands that flew off with the wind, never got to land ... but eventually they will.
Martin -
Saturday, February 04, 2006
12:30:00 am
Same side of the moon?
Was coming home from clementi on bus 99. Pass many places that i have not visited for long. Some day I should be back again i guess. I'm a past dweller you see. Very often if time permits that is. Then somehow, some memories that i used to been frantically seraching for just came to me with ease. Somehow. It's really those things when you don't want it it comes and when you reallylook for it, you never seem to get them.
Thoughts for the pass few hours just came rushing in randomly over so many issues at one go. Somehow, i don't know what to really think about and what to really write about today. I was so drowned in my own pool of thoughts that i seem abit lost now. Heh, that may sound silly, but then again, since when i'm not. A train of random thoughts...
Then again, i guess many of you guys get such things at times don't you?
Alrights, had been down with slightly cold i guess. What's a cold actually? haha. Just having some cough and flu now?...When did the flu come in... argh. And ya, sore throat. stupid. just when i'm gonna have band tomorrow. Irritants. Any thing to cure it fast?
As for the title of today, it came to me when i was listening to corrine may like... 5mins ago? Was listening to Same side of the moon, till i wonder... What if the other person's not even looking at the mooon at all... hehs.
Cheers.
Martin -
Thursday, February 02, 2006
11:03:00 pm
Samgyubsal
Er, i'm suppose to do my econs hw. Yes, Suppose to. Cause after doing question 1, the rest i really have no idea how to answer. All my answer are like, "yes", "no" or simply, "i don't know". Yeah...
Alrights, entries on weekdays must be kept short. Cause i'm tired. Not cause i'm pig. ( I have already foresee some grinning comments huh... esp. the one who suggested this title -.- )
*Sigh ... ... i like econs today though.. *GRINS*
Dreading swim PE tomorrow. Really.Totally...
Martin -
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
11:14:00 pm
Can i?
Simply, Can i?
I must ask i suppose...
Can I?...
Martin -
