Saturday, April 29, 2006
11:52:00 pm
Randomness
Sometimes i seemed to be waiting still. How silly i may tell myself. Wells, guess martin's never really smart or did anything that's really clever before either. heh. I just always screw my life up. But sometimes because it's so screwed up, thats why it's fun. ha.
Wells, i begin to understand of the voice of lecturers starts to fade.... then you hear lesser and lesser... soon you fall into another dreamy world of your own. Wells, sometimes you will just day dream off or something. Can't really helped it esp during certain lectures. well... =)
Do you look at stars too? I know most people do and most people think they are pretty little shiny thingys. Don't you? Huh? No? you don't wana be like most people? haha. wells, i do look at stars and i do think they are pretty cool and nice too. Keeps me relax actually. I don't really regconise the many patterns and stuff in them but i just stare at them and look at them shine. Sometimes i really feel that the stars seemed to be trying to say something but i just couldn't figure out what now. Maybe somehow next time when i'm older i will? heh. Silly martin.
I really feel like going to Singapore river that area and walk and hang around. Somehow it had been some time since i saw it. Kinda miss it. The smell, sight, people and all. Somehow. No idea why. Anyone wana go down ? Not much free time left though. sigh...
I think philosophy is crap. I think it makes things complicated. Things are being made complicated cause humans keep on thinking "There are more to it..."COM'ON LA, WHEN THERES NOTHING THERES NOTHING ELSE! SIMPLY! ZEN!. Haiyo. why must we keep on digging in and in and in till there's something out of nothing just to satisfy our hypothesis of everything. So the philosophy of everything is nothing behind everything. *grins*
Oh, i dislike long blog entries too. But sometimes mine are kinda long i admit. Mostly short. Isn't it? heh.
I miss martin too... really.
Martin -
Friday, April 28, 2006
10:18:00 pm
Wondering
Wells, just finished playing my trombone. *grins* Still don't like to play in my room. Too dry. Sounds bad. No ego boaster. Sads...
Ok, i haven't really put in the title yet for today. Guess it's gona be my first entry where i will type in the title only after i finish the post. Mmm, no idea what this post is about actually, just whacking in random things that come right to my mind.
Had been busy in school lately. Tests and stuff. Much more and so on... going up and down everywhere and so on. But then again my life still revolves around the same old things and same few people. In fact, i am meeting lesser people and simply and mostly people from my school aparts from yt and vic. No, that's not really a complain. Just a random feeling. Not thought but feeling.
Sometimes i do walk down the corridor, right outside the lecture hall, wondering...
Martin -
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
10:39:00 pm
Run!
Darns. No time! I am just here to say.... I AM GOING OFF!
Bio test 2ml. cyaos. hehs. *grins*
Martin -
Sunday, April 23, 2006
1:49:00 am
Saturday Usual
Somehow i do enjoy going to school alone on saturday mornings.
I get to see the sunlight. I get to be alone for awhile. I get to talk to myself again. I think my inner self's got to be lonely these days. Wells, i haven't forget him though, no worries. No, i don't think it's weird to adnormal to talk to yourself. I think everyone does, it's only wheather you realise it or not.
Got some homework left to complete. Feel like getting a kick around tomorrow. Wonder if everyone else's free or something. It's kinda like 2am now. Somehow my room's kinda hot. But i'm lazy to close the window and on the air-con. Sometimes i really don't get it why do i on the aircon and wear a jacket over. EHS?!?!? Hey, i'm not the only one who does that ok.
My mouth's itchy now. I wana play trombone. haha. no idea why too. At this time at this place. Wells, just played it today though. Somehow missing it already. Hobbies. wells...
Camino still sound in my head somewhere back there. I can still hear it. I can still see it. and even way off into my tiny brain. I can still see 3 years back. I still hear that overture. HC's playing camino. Anyone? =)
Martin -
Friday, April 21, 2006
9:56:00 pm
Fish-Tank
Haven't been really blogging these day. Been busy with school and stuff, and sometimes i actually er, forget it blog. Ya, you got me right. I came online determined to blog but i forgot. haha. wells... just a dumb dumb me. It's martin, wells..heh.
Ok, my arms are still aching... i cannot straighten them. I cannot even reach the last few position on my trombone now. heh. So i did try stunts here and there to try to reach them. haha. Don't work very well as i can conclude. heh.
Wells, i was just walking pass some kindergarden near my house. I saw a fish tank in there. It was actually at night, then the fish tank was the only source of light from in there. Wells, so naturally i took notice of it as i walked pass, purple light somemore. Sometimes i do wish that i'm a goldfish eh? They are said to have only a 3second memory. *grins*. it's sometimes good to not remember anything and forget everything and treat as if nothing had ever happened...
I am irresponsible. I know. haha. Sometimes things are just so ... er...messy. ya. Are yours too?
Martin -
Sunday, April 16, 2006
12:19:00 am
Cold
Cold cold night as i was walking home today...
So much left undone still. Homework, tests, projects, plans, things to buy, things to enquire.
Ponder ponder ponder...
I need an ice cream... heh.. =D
Wells... actually i think i need more like a mental ice cream than a real one. =) wells...
Happy birthday thow btw. =)
Cheers - anything interesting to share with me? i need to charge my brainy.
Martin -
Saturday, April 15, 2006
12:16:00 am
Butterflies
Brrr... today's kinda a cold day. Rained quite heavily for quite some time. At my area at least... brrr...
Wells, had a Boring Good Friday. Spent most of my time stonning at home i guess for the afternoon. Wells, guess it's been quite some time since i stonned at home alone. Not bad actually. = ) sometimes it's good to be alone. hehs.
Went dinner with mh at macs. Wells, no idea why we feel like eating macs. So somehow we just landed there. Ate till around like 9plus or something?. hehs. crapped. so wells. ya. = )...
Realised i haven't been doing much today. Better do some work after band tomorrow before i get screwed...grrr... how to go on monday. *faints*
Offing, band tomorrow =) cheers...
Butterflies can fly why do they fly away? No no, butterflies can fly, that's why they fly away. =)
Martin -
Thursday, April 13, 2006
11:31:00 pm
Rainy Thursdays
I realised this week included, i think it had been raining for 3 thursdays in a row! Now now, i know when to bring umbrella. heh. then again, i never had the habit of doing so... wells. =)
Ok, actually i do like thursdays for the fact that i like the classroom at GP class. Even though its darn small but i like the window. Somehow. I like looking out the window. OK! i know i m suppose to be listening in class than looking out windows. i did listen ok!heh.
Went back fsb today. Had a mini gathering with some of the sec4s(o5). Went dinner at dover. Wells, been quite some time since i saw some of them. Some of them really changed abit eh. Nice dyed hair hor ceci. lol. =p did a little catching up. dinner was great.
Wells, today's also the last day of band prac for the sec4s. wells. things sure moved fast. I feel old somehow. heh.
Wells, tomrrow's good friday. =) may all rest well and have fun in church if you guys are going. =) i'm sure tomorrow will be a fine and great day. Cheers!
Martin -
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
10:08:00 pm
Weigh
Oh wells, Was busy for the pass days. With tests, projects, homework, cca and stuff. So didn't had the time to blog many things out. Wells, actually quite a number of things happened over the past few days. As in not just things that really mess up my shedule. Wells, i don't really have one anyways, do i? hehs. But really things, that are significant. To me at least. Actually as i count back i'm quite shock. I actually did lost count of certain things and when i realise, it's already so far apart. Hehs, uncle's old. Need to recharge myself.
Soon it will be 1 year after SYF05. Wells, i can still remember the day when it ended. I still remember those faces and words that certain people say to me. I still remember those smses that flooded in that i just stared at. I still remembered the last time i did the last words i said. I did meant them, i still do. Actually there was nothing much else i could say or do...
Wells, a lesson learnt hard. Thank you anyways. =) sorry if i'm confusing you guys. heh.
Oh oh. So so, i'm waiting. I am in the midst of waiting for something. Something thats important. It didn't come today. Maybe i should find it myself instead of waiting so much. I will. i think... hehs. -waiting...it's quite irritating actually.
Sometimes do you feel that you have to weigh two things. Choose one. Then finally you decided to give up one for another. yay... then you realise you weigh wrongly. Turn back, it's gone...
And of course tomorrow's joshua lim's birthday. Hmm. Ex- BM? ahem. Your getting old too. :)
And of course, happy birthday to aik leng too.
=) i remembered of course...
Martin -
Sunday, April 09, 2006
8:27:00 pm
Cycle
Was walking home from JP today. Then on my way upon just reaching home. I saw this granddad teaching a young boy how to cycle...
Reminds me of myself much younger.
I could still remember how i first tried to ride a 2-wheeled bicycle. My dad was teaching me.
Wells, now how fast time just flew past it all. So fast somtimes, sometimes that we are not even prepared for it ourselves. Right?
Martin -
Thursday, April 06, 2006
11:06:00 pm
Rain
Wells, another day of the week where the train poure down non-stop. wells. In AC, it's really bad when it rains you see. Theres like no shelter to like no where?! er. even within the school, there are some parts that are not sheltered too... well... haha. then again you can't always take cab just because it rains. and martin is someone obviously (if you know me well enough) that will NEVER bring a brolly or umb. soso... bad thing. nvm. drench isn't that bad eh?
Alrights, tomorrow i'm suppose to go for some school drama production The Tempest. Ha, kinda remind me of the piece The Tempest. I think it's about the play. *grins* Hm, Martin's never really good with such plays you see. What if i like fall asleep or something... =s It's at some DBS art thingy which i have never been to before. Can't they be more normal and have it at VT or something. grrr....
Rain rain rain...
Wells, i think i said before, Martin's concept of rain.
It will be fun if your the one sitting in doors, looking out the window, all warm and stuff laughing at people running around outside. Seeing them trying so hard to open their umbrella. Looking at them slipping and falling around. wells. i m bad. heh heh heh. Actually i thought it was quite nice just now in class just before it rains... Out the window...
I wana watch ice age..ehs? heh.= ) nuts. cheers.
Martin -
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
10:55:00 pm
Pushing Through
05 April 2006
It's 2255 now. Listening to some radio which is somehow playing some foreign song. Wells, wonder why myself also.. =s.. Ok, chem test's finally over. Guessed quite abit and got a few right i suppose. Somehow i'm still quite sure i'm gona fail chem. Wells, it's normal for me to fail chem anyways. No big deal.
Ok, today's suppose to be er, international friendship day or something. We had some concert thingy during our PCCG period. Wells, the concert only has 3 items and it was really nothing much. Seemed like some impromptu concert though. Can't blame them either, who would really know and care much about this thingy. Wells..heh.
Today's also the college swim meet. Wells, the Arts fac was told to go down to give er, "support". Wells, seems that most of them just went over to stone and plan their ponning routes. Supposed to be some college event.... right...
Had self-prac. Spent so much time trying to figure out. Then i spent so much time trying and i still don't get it. Nvm, it never's really a fast thing no matter what anyways. heh.
Wells, school tomorrow. At least no more test this week. Breath!.... phew...
But not for long... back to school...
But my class's fun. Right peeps? *grins*
2305
Martin -
Monday, April 03, 2006
9:35:00 pm
Mug
I'm in the midst of doing some chemistry stuff. Can you believe it?! Martin Goh's doing CHEMISTRY... of all subjects MARTIN's DOING CHEM! omg... i think it's gonna snow tomorrow, i really do. Wells, in the 1st place, how can martin be mugging...
I'm not much of a smart guy nor not much of a mugger. I don't really exercise much discipline and determination in books you see. Wells...
Fail 2.4 timing again. heh heh. Wells, i'm never really a sportsman anyways. Maybe can only kick some ball around and maybe thats it.
Sometimes i wonder of what use am i. -.-
NO USE
Martin -
