Colours of Life
Friday, June 30, 2006
7:26:00 pm

Back

Yes, i am finally back from the sydney trip with the band and with no doubt, everyone agreed it was great fun eh? *grins* many things happened during the trip i guess. Got to know more people, and better, realise things that i might have over-looked, understand more stuff and well, the list goes on.

No, no nice skies with stars there, nice clouds though. But don't seem to be anything special up there high in the sky. Yes, it's freezing. ya ya ya, when you talk there's the smoke thingy ok! if your wondering -.- and ya, they have lots of mini-marts that sell all the similar things at different prices. Let me see, what other random stuff are there...heh...

Ok, the opera house is kinda nice, but it's kinda small inside? and the walls, as in the white walls on the outside, ARE NOT MADE OF METAL!??! cheat my feelings, they are actually if i am not wrong marble? wells... ahem. ok. great. ya. fine, oh, there's Singapore chilli crab and Singapore noodles ( WTH is that!??!!??!) being sold there. The SG noodles is actually prawn noodles. and no, they didn't murder people when aus lost to italy in round of 16.

Are my entries very hard to read? I must do a survey now. If you think my entries are hard to read, please press A on your keyboard. If not, please press "ilovemartin" button. Yes, i can see those "ilovemartin" buttons moving, Yes, YES YES!... ok. sorry, i was just reading some people's bloggy and realise sometimes by giving it a simple glance bores me. well. no offence, but i guess maybe if my entries are too long, you might be bored too! see, reader's welfare. Thank me? na, it's ok =P

ya, aussie was fun. Learnt many things, realise that many of the seniors are leaving. Especially those from fairfield whom i know for nearly 5 yrs now and most probably will never play together anymore. Wells, at least for the 2 yrs in their NS and stuff.

Guess i better leave this entry to just the aus thingy. Oh, bad thingy. i came back to school for the chem paper and went out for lunch with my class in town. Then like some 5 wallets and few phones and mp3 got stolen. Yes, from my class. that kuku guy har, tell you. nvm. some white shirt guy stolen it at heerens. what a start to school ya. Martin the jinx -.-



Monday, June 19, 2006
12:51:00 am

Leaving

No sorry to disappoint all, not for long. Leaving for aussie with da band for around 9 days or so. No, not SIA, it's gulf air. heh. but i guess it's fine. Will be fine, i mean, as long it gets us where we wana go.

Okies, it's kinda late and i need to wake up at like 530am 2ml. But i still make it a point to blog today. Not because i am leaving tomorrow and i cannot crap for 9days. Simply, cause i want to. Be it that no one reads it or whatever, i must do justice to my bloggy you see. Maybe it should have a name too?

Ok, i guess today's entry gona be short again. Wells, somehow i took notice of stars again. It had been some time since i looked up there for them. Wells, kinda busy these days and forgot about them. Hope they are not angry or something. Ok, so now i see them once more, it's not that bad. heh. It's nice to look at stars from time to time, they seemed to be telling all of us something don't they? You should try it sometime too.. :)

And i am still like packing crazily. heh...

Oh, i know of this guy. well, it's kinda a long and complicated story. But basically it's some dumb stuff. He said he loved some girl. He said he really do. But i guess he merely just love himself, all the way. Really. Bastard. So i left him behind. Friend? now? What do you say? =) *grins*.

Ok, see you guys in abit.=) keep me updated ya...


Martin -



Friday, June 16, 2006
1:10:00 pm

Mused

Wells, indeed a night to remember. It was really a great concert overall. Wells, there can't be a perfect concert. Perfect itself is flawed anyways. But it was enjoyable overall. It wasn't the best but it was kinda good. Wells. *grins*

Managed to pull off the trombone quartet fine. Guess everyone was nervous but it was kinda well done considering the fact that it was more of a leisure performance for all. It was enjoyable aparts from the many messy and muddy sounds. Well, musically sound? heh. =)

Like i said, there's no perfection. Only in the certain viewpoints and perception then, perfection can be achieved. Wells, to be, it's well enough. So, perfection for the day.

The jazz ensemble was kinda fun too. Yeah, added in some cute stuff. Wells, it was great and kinda well received.


This means that next stop will be sydney. Opera house ! here we come! gonna whack the place down. big deal ah. haha. -

So much things to be done, so little time left. Someone help me with chinese project can?! will someone do my econs and right word for me! GP HOW?! omg. omg omg. die die die.... grrr...

TERMS HOW!??!?!? FAIL LA!... nono, cannot retain. heh. wells...=)


will be back soon... with more. =) LUNCH! for now... why am i listening to josh groban like now?! er... heh.


Martin -



Wednesday, June 14, 2006
9:07:00 pm

U-turn

Sean's watching some geek show at my house now. WE ARE SUPPOSE TO STUDY!! not watch beauty and the...GEEK!?...

I have a chance to go back to complete what i left. But of course there's a price to pay. Should i? wells, of course in order to make me a nicer guy....-.- i have to give up more of me. Wells....most prob. i will choose the give up more of me i guess. But this means that, i will be back.



Which i don't intend to....

Help me...decide.


Martin -



Monday, June 12, 2006
10:49:00 pm

Deaf

I am pissed. Yes. I AM. I am irritated. As i type this blog entry, i stare at this stupid black box in front of me. THE BLOODY SOUND CARD IS NOT LIKE WORKING AND IT'S NOT MAKING ANY SOUND EXCEPT SOME STUPID "toot".

*pant* *pant* *pant*

Alrights, i will make do with it ok!? OK!? .... NO! I AM NOT. HOW TO SURVIVE WITH A SOUNDLESS COM?!?!?! HUH!!!! ....grrr....grr... *grumbles grumbles*

Ya, i still have left over concert tickets that i NEED to sell. SEE the NEED? i am like screwed? i am left with a $15 and a $18... ... ... ... ... how?... ... ... ...

i haven't study chem... i am screwed.

I still have econs which i just remembered. i am screwed again.

My com has no sound...i said that? ..whatever, i am screwed. Oh, btw i hate the word WHATEVER, don't use it on me i tell you. i will eat you up!

ya, and my com is soundless...voiceless... sighs...

Yes, i have left over concert tix. MUSE BUY IT LA!

oh, aussie's match a shocker. how can 3 goals be scored like that. sighs. ppl are either jumping off buildings or laughing their heads off.

OK, if you know me, you sld know i am not normal today. NOT NORMAL!!!! which is normal. ya, mh sld know what i am saying. LoL. wells. I AM PISS LA. I AM GOING OFF LA, KILL ME WILL YOU KILL ME!

And i still think moving on is a hard thing to do always even if your piss. *grins*


Martin -



Sunday, June 11, 2006
1:02:00 am

Tuned

Wells, just had tuned in and band bbq today.Wells, mostly went well except for some tiny probby. Nothing much though, overall the day was enjoyable and stuff. Actually do hope the sec4s enjoyed themselves. Wells, it's true that they are in preparation for their much irritating 'O's and the j1s and 2s both have their own fair share of exams agony. Guess band do allow all to forget them for awhile be it for the better or worst, heh.

Ok, i am tired. Now. No doubt it had been a tiring day. I am like stoned now. Statue martin. Can't really think straight. Guess many people were tired today. Wells, world cup's here you see.. heh. No doubt people will give up several hours of sleep just for this 4 year once event.


Then again, can tell many are bruised and tired. Hurt maybe? Wells, we don't always have to be energised and happy do we? Guess people will always feel lost at times, feel er, terrible? down? bad? depressed? for whatever reason there may be. Guess it's only human for anyone to feel this way. Just don't dwell too long into it. We always have to move on don't we? Stay too long at anyone place is bad for health. =)


Martin -



Wednesday, June 07, 2006
2:04:00 pm

Holidays

Alrighst, i am kinda lagging, it's more like in the midst of holidays. yea, and it's not really considered as a holiday you see. According to the dictionary, holiday is define as a day free from work that one may spend at leisure, especially a day on which custom or the law dictates a halting of general business activity to commemorate or celebrate a particular event. Can you see the bolded words? Need me to remind you that J1 term exams are like RIGHT smack after the holidays? Free from work, tell me about it...

Wells, one thing i have learn, do not go to town too often. There's really nothing there. Random. Ok, wells i know that alot of people said that already, but wells. I am old and slow right. -.- believe me! really!


Ok, i am kinda broke. Yes, before i even leave for australia. You have no idea how broke i am. Sighs, any kind souls out there to donate to the Martin Goh Pocket Money Fund? drop me a call ya? i am always here to entertain you. =) ya, and i can foresee i am gona be broke in auzzie too.

Wells, i have 2 papers to study for i suppose, maths and chem, which are the 2 subbies that i can't stop failing. Wells, i really don't know how to study them =X they seem like 2 huge monsters that are bigger than this monster typing this entry now. Well, step by step i guess

Why do we always have to choose? I always try to find the all solve all go solution. Well, it's hard to succeed that way i guess, we always have to give up something. So it's kinda up to us to weigh which is more important over the other? Sad . Best, give up, don't choose. *grins*

Do you know we use less than 5% of our brain =)...


Martin -



Friday, June 02, 2006
11:43:00 pm

Martin thinks...

Martin thinks that people who eats chicken rice with rice only are dumb dumb

Martin thinks that people who reads self help really needs help

Martin thinks that blogging is kinda gay yet he blogs

Martin thinks that he should not have done certain stuff yet he did them

Martin thinks that the world is a bad and cruel place and one day we should all just die

Martin thinks that eating ice cream and sweets are good for you, even though they don't help

Martin thinks that going to town is boring but he still goes there cause he's bored

Martin thinks that homework SUCKS, who doesn't. *grins*

Martin thinks that girls should be girls, er, i don't really know what i am saying really...

Martin thinks that he's blur. or is he? =)

Martin thinks that he should love changes even though he doesn't like them

Martin thinks that he's living in someone else's life

Martin thinks that he should learn to take things much more easily

Martin thinks that he should find back his old friends even though he doesn't how to start

Martin thinks that he should start playing soccer soon again

Martin thinks that he should band lesser even though it's already very little now

Martin thinks that he should get a life. YA LA, I KNOW YOU ALL AGREE -.-

Martin thinks that he's kiddy, because he choose to be like this, even though i am too old

Martin thinks that he is a uncle. really, my mindset's like one i suppose

Martin thinks that supper are nice but bad yes! i do know they are bad. WHAT YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME?!?!?

Martin thinks that he should learn to know girls more no, i am NOT gay. don't you think

Martin thinks that he should always sleep more, it's never enough

Martin thinks that he should really stay focus on certain things

Martin thinks that one should not take things for granted

Martin thinks that we all should learn to be thankful

Martin thinks that he will lead a normal life

Martin thinks that he must learn to let go of many many things

Martin thinks that he thinks too much at times, = waste his own time and brain cells

Martin thinks that this is NOT crap, not exactly

Martin thinks that we should clear up our own mess. Be responsible peep.

Martin thinks that he will be forgotten if he dies

Martin thinks that he just another guy along the streets

Martin thinks that life is a process towards death

Martin thinks that one should spend time with oneselve

Martin thinks that he should not dwell too much

Martin thinks that he should get on with life

Martin thinks that a life without regret is impossible

Martin thinks that he's living in the wrong world

Martin thinks that sometimes his life is screwed up by martin yes thats me alright

Martin thinks that he should really just go for it and not withdraw

Martin thinks that he needs a sleep now

Martin is thinking....

What are you thinking about now? =) i wana listen. be it whoever you are.

Drop me a message or anything will be fine. It's free, i don't offer chat services like those 1.80/hr thingy. I don't advertise with cute girls and guys in newpaper

And thus...

Martin continues to think till someone can bring him to a rest


Martin -



Thursday, June 01, 2006
11:21:00 pm

Band Camp

Yes people, i am back. From where? read the title will you. heh, ya, my 4 day band camp finally ended. Well, it wasn't as bad as i thought cause i DID sleep. I thought it was gonna be like 4 days of sleepless nights. But sure enough, the rooms are like ridiculously COLD. REALLY. MADNESS! total. maybe because i didn't bring a sleeping bag. It was really freezing.

Ok, the band camp was rather tiring. Got a few long combines. But wells, at least they were mostly good pracs, so it wasn't that bad. Manage to get some stuff done not bad. ok, well, mostly intonation and stuff. Ok, shall not dwell into that before people start to throw banana skins at their com screen.

To be honest, i don't really have much of a holiday left. Really, and i have so much work to do. Really, really alot. From like 1001 different areas. And time's never enough you know. Partly cause i am kinda wasting it typing stuff like this. *Grins*. wells. =) i am doing this cause of you guys... *trying to sound kind* THANKS ME OK!

something tells me i am gona get back feedback on that. heh. don care

I wana rest. I wana slp. really... =)


Martin -




Martin Goh, 1989
was Pioneer Primary School
was Fairfield Methodist Secondary School
Anglo-Chinese Junior College
Music & Trombone
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