Friday, March 31, 2006
11:06:00 pm
They say
They say they say they say.
It's always they say...
THEY said that actions speak louder than words! .......
MARTIN GOH SAYS THAT TROMBONE SPEAKS LOUDER THAN ACTIONS! BEAT THAT...
Sorry, was just being ... mad. happy birthday qy. =)
Martin -
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
10:50:00 pm
Refound
A little 2 cent thought of mine. Was just deciding on a few things. Somehow it don't really look ok but some how i'm kinda happy with it. =) Wells, Martin's weird right. haha.
I think many people tend to lose sight of what they originally set out to do don't they? When we were young we all wanted to be fireman, policeman, nurse etc. But how many of suh little ambition or should i say, dreams, actually come true in the end. Well, there are, but rare few.
Then there comes the growing and facing the reality part. Dreams and passion changes... directions drawn seems wrong now. Then you meet more people. Perspective changes. The world seem to be a bad place suddenly. Maybe your parents are right, everyone's a bad guy afterall. Or something like that. Then come your down period. Everything's bad. Why don't the world end like now or something.
All in all, life's just like one massive, crowded and messy merry-go-round. Sadly lots of people gone lost halfway. Maybe they met the wrong people and shown them the wrong directions or they simply just give up on themselves and the world.
But no matter what happens, i guess we just need to be found. What we really like and love at the end of the day. What really makes us happy and be yourself.
Whats makes you so?
Martin -
Monday, March 27, 2006
9:17:00 pm
27/3/06
Wells.
Yesterday was Darren Wong's burfday. heh. So, happy birthday darren! hows the prezzie? long awaited but finally come. i think nearly one year? lol.
Monday blues. meaning another week of school started once again. Not very well when you have PE and bio test together back to back in a day. Wells, guess bio test was kinda screwed even though it's not counted in CA. Guess still need to study for the friday's one. THATS, counted. CA's important..sigh. at least for the band members. look on the bright side, might be a good thing ya? heh.
Looking into my school bag. Really a mass man. Boy i sure cannot pack bags. heh. and reminds me of chinese compo due tomorrow. Luckily i did my research already. Oh, still have to read the chinese text. Grrr, why do we have so many chinese homework!? ...
Wells, guess a normal day. Off to complete my work. dangs.
Martin -
Sunday, March 26, 2006
2:38:00 pm
7-11 ?
Wells, i realised eating supper at 7-11 isn't the smartest of choices.
No, don't. Don't try...
Martin -
Thursday, March 23, 2006
10:09:00 pm
1 S C 8
Got my class, posted to 1sc8. Ok, the only person i know initially at the start is only fiona. heh. wells, better than no one i suppose. Actually today's already the 4th day in the class. Got to know quite a few and nearly all of them already. I can say my class seems ok and rather fun. So i'm quite happy with whatever it is this way. wells... life like that. =)
ok, this also means that school had started near proper for around 4days or so for now. Days seem long. Especially on days where you end on 430 smack. Sickening. But guess i have to put up with that for like around 2 more years or so? heh. Guess most ppl are getting into mugging moond already. Actually CA's only around the corner.
Sigh, anyways i need a mirco. office CD la. anyone got it? Come'on, be nice. Yes, lend me! HEy! don't go! LEND ME! HEY!...
Life like that... -.- ....
Martin -
Sunday, March 19, 2006
9:21:00 pm
Green Bean Soup
Having green bean soup now. Been quite some time since i had it cause i'm usually not at home on sundays and my mum's only at home on sun nights to cook. Somehow it seemed to be different this time. It's thicker i think, and it looks like mud. Seriously, i really have no idea why. But it taste ok, no worries.
Ok, i finished my 45 pages of GP finally. Wells, i think there is some test when school reopens. But of course, i can't really recall anything except that all the 45 pages has something to do with school and education. grr..
Hmm, i like the sagos in the soup... is it call sago? hmm, the round round thingys.
Sadly but truly, school is starting again tomorrow. This means no more late nights and no more late mornings. This also means early mornings, bad. Martin's never really a morning person you see...
I think i'm having bio test soon, but i haven't study. Alrights, i know... okok...OK! i'm going to read abit now k? fine... cheers...
Martin -
Friday, March 17, 2006
11:53:00 pm
Stay overs
Stay overs were usually always tiring. Not just like tiring but like, DAMN tiring. Like really, DAMN DAMN tiring. Ok, you get the point. Yeah, recently stayed over at victor's house. And er, we actually didn't sleep the whole night. I have no idea how did I survive that but somehow it just happened. Some people may doubt the truth of this cause they say sleep and martin can't be seperated. But then again, wells, i have proven them wrong once again!... ok, maybe just this once.
Wells, what can really happen when 3 guys crash another guy's house. Stupid things. Actually i think we just played through the night la. But from my vivid memory, i think we did watched a movie. Some dreamship surprise thingy. It's some crappy show thats similar to scary movie that they tried to mimic starwars. About some time travel thingy, with 3 gays inside, human race in danger, need to go back and destroy some alien thingy. Don't really make sense but it's just crappy. Gives you a good time laughing and senseless stuff. Wells. What can i say. Heh.
Then came home and was suppose to go section outing with my secondary school boners. Then realise i only left like 30 bucks for the rest of the month so ended up not going and ended up no one went. How bad of me. But no choice, even now, i don't even know how am i going to survive the remain days. Come to think of it, i didn't spend money besides eating. Well, i think it's time to look into my diet once again. Martin, it's time to run down on those thingy u always try to sneak into your mouth during all those free-periods. ( I had quite abit of free period during my 1st 3months in AC you see, nothing to do, so....ya....eat...)
Hokays, so afternoon went swimming with darren and gary. Can't believe how time flies when your doing silly things...Ahem AHEM. Met tongs to read my GP. 45 pages. Can someone read it and tell me about the rest of it?! grrr...
So now, i off to bed. Have band tomorrow. Means wake up early. Why can't band pracs be at night or something. Then again, not a good idea. =) Nights all.
Martin -
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
11:00:00 pm
Beauty?
Haven't been blogging as much these days. Been tired even though it's the holidays. Furthermore days are similar and getting more mundane to blog anything worth reading. Wells, not really feeling very well and not really in the mood actually and didn't wanted to blog. But somehow i think sleeping early on days that i don't need to seem to be so wasteful. Thus decided to blog today since something struck me while playing soccer.
Alrights, no, it's not any complicated thingy. Nothing out of my pathetic mind in the 1st place can be complicated right. heh. It's i think something that alot of people tend to do but most of the time unknowningly, or only seemed unknowingly to me but not to others.
I realise sometimes when i get to choose between the safer route but do not finish the job as pretty, and a risky route but will add a beauty effect, i will choose the route with the higher risk. Think i'm talking crap again? I don't really know to put it into words. But i think it can be rephrase as i will rather take the risk and aim for perfection rather than the safe route and get the job done. However both deliever the same effect in the same duration of time taken. It's only for the beauty sake.
Damn, think i'm really getting sick. Better sleep soon. Brrr...
Will you compromise for perfection? Hmm, doesn't sounds like it make sense, but it does i suppose. =P *grins*
Nights all, tonight got moon... I AM SURE. DON'T DOUBT ME! WHERE ARE MY MOONCAKES??!!
Martin -
Monday, March 13, 2006
12:51:00 am
Fairytale?
Somehow, the theme from Shrek kept on playing in my mind. The slow one, very fairytale-ish liked. Heh. Wells, band people. haha. Often we have these familiar melodies running through us without us even knowing why is it happening.
Alrights, I realise that i'm actually damn broke. Sigh, wonder how much i can save this month. Hope it will be more. It's always better to save more money isn't it? *grins* Went JP today to had dinner. I realise i'm getting sick of everything. Since i'm not THAT rich and i am always going to the same places, the choices of food are definately limited. I mean, you guys should know how it feels when you walk into a place and dread dinner even though your hungry because you're sick of all the food around. Maybe in Singapore we are really too pampered aren't we?
So march holidays finally started. But it's gona only last for one week. I guess it will be over soon and all the tests will be flooding in. Fast. Bio, Chem, Maths, GP...so on... wonder hows this 2 years gona be. No, more like wonder how am i gona cope. Maybe poly will be a better option? But there's not turning back now anyways, just whack it.
Ok, actually i'm halfway through my Arsenal Liverpool match. leading 1-0 already. Please hor, win hor. If not i cannot sleep tonight. Ok, i admit. Rather boring entry. Till again, when i have something more interesting coming along, NIGHTs =)
Btw, do fairytales all have happy endings?
Martin -
Saturday, March 11, 2006
1:58:00 pm
100
Finally, Martin's blog reach it's 100th entry. After being up for more than 4 months or so i suppose? Not very sure myself either.
When i first started blogging I never really intended to last so long. It was purely out of bordem and fun. Wells, i guess it's quite an achievement for me. Since i don't know how i can be so commited and update it. I mean, i don't really do something in repetition over time you see. Maybe for a few exceptions, guess this is one of them. Wells... =)
Alrights, went for the rjcsb concert yesterday till quite late. Saw naz there. Been quite some time since i last saw him. He's really what a guy, still remember when he had a accident back in P school. Tough dude. =) Wells, guess in life you meet many of these people who stand after a huge fall and go on to achieve great things. Well, i guess sometimes it's this people that gives us hope.
Oh, yesterday's concert was rather causal but i think i really benefitted from it. Really. I realise i have grown and mature more as a musician over the year. I don't pick out mistakes as much rather, i would simply just go and enjoy. I mean, it's really something to look at people hugging people and laughing and smiles all around during the intervals. It's really the warmth that I feel that make me still going to school concerts such as this. It's refreshing i mean.
Wells, the acjc concert was over. Wells, i do not really have much to comment. I mean, whats over is over. Just have fun and it's over. heh. Things come and go anyways... But i guess everyone had fun. =)
Martin -
Tuesday, March 07, 2006
11:04:00 pm
Now I Know
Ok, before anything.
Quote of the day:
" i throw away all my textbook n my knowledge " - yingtong
i think after 3 months of intensive slacking, we all agree... heh.
Wells, tomorrow's acjc concert Muse finally. Kinda nervous even now. Wonder how will it be like tomorrow on stage. =) i really wish all da best to everyone. May tomorrow's concert be a success. Long time since i perform ...
Wells, i think what i really need to fill up myself. I think i finally know what i've been missing these days. I think i need a life. Really.. haha, you may laugh. How dumb i'm to say this or i should have realised long ago in a very jokingly tone. But really, i think what i really need now is a life. But i think it's not easy to get one back. =)
no minghua, it doesn't come in 7 flavours and they are not sold any leading departmental stalls. Not those.
Heh, Alrights, will try. For myself.
Martin -
Monday, March 06, 2006
10:51:00 pm
Heavy No More
Somehow today i feel better about lots of things. Something seemed to have enlighten me or something. I just don't feel so tied up anymore. Thats good i suppose? then again... =)
Wells, today was subject registration. Finally my combi's out. After much much thinking and stuff i decided on Bio, maths,chem and geo. How on earth am i ever gona pass chem. I don't know. haha. So came along the 2nd intake of 300 newbies to AC. Somehow they seemed different. Wells, more chi-na? More..er.. actually i think also not much diff. No matter what i'm gona meet them tomorrow i guess. We are joining them for a day of orientation. heh.
Wells, qy was saying i should have a personal time-table for JC. Wells, after adding in the sleep, eat and play into the slots. i think i don't have any slots of study. well. bad method. =X LOL. she's gona skin me. ah ah ah, wheres my ice cream har. =X say so long haven't give har. where har. where har. i wait till singapore also gona snow already i tell you. (was at snowcity...thats y i so cold. -.- wah, die, tomrrow kana whack)
Alrights, band concert's like one more day away? My virgin Esplanade performance. kinda nervous but i think should be fun. Considering the pieces quite allow the trombones to really... erm. be heard. I mean. ya. Just be heard la. If you know what i mean. *GRINS*
I'm somehow damn high and kiddy today. Not sure why. I don't think i'd made things very through to myself. but then again. Wells, i guess if it's this way then let it be. Nothing bad about it i suppose. =)
Martin -
Sunday, March 05, 2006
10:51:00 pm
Fated Not
Sometimes you really wonder how unlucky can one get. Yeah? Sometimes i really think the more on purpose you want to do something, the more it won't happen. Sometimes i think we should all just don't care and die. What a sadist, but nvm. I really feel damn dumb if i can just put it simply. Wells,what can i say?
Don't you agree? heh.
Martin -
12:57:00 am
Reluctance
Ever fought for something you really wanted? You wanted so bad. But when you finally achieve it, somehow, you just don't really want it anymore. Is like as if you feel guilty taking it. Even though you win it fair and square you do not have the heart to take it from someone. *sight , maybe thats why they always say the hardest person to beat it your own conscience. I feel guilty. See, Martin's human ok... *grins* But if you don't take it, the person who owes it to you feel guilty. How contradicting.
Wells, alrights, i really don't know how to continue. Lol. Wonders, what am I doing now? Thats what they always ask me to blog. LOL. enough of old uncle martin's crap right? heh. Wells, i guess many people aren't reading here anymore. But doesn't matter =) it's for me to keep on ranting and ranting and whinning and sulking and so on. Wells, currently not much people online anymore. Kinda late. Just listening to people complaining and bitching. Lol, there's people bitching about others to me now, theres' people complaining about posting and stuff and there's people REMINDING ME OF THEIR MARCH SOON BIRTHDAY. thanks lor darren -.-
Yes people, i will remember them. =) Yes darren, i know i know. Water bottle, slippers, wallet, what else har? -.-
I still owe quite alot of stuff i think. Mostly food. And of course many ppl's burfday coming. I really do not know how to survive this month. Anyone wana help me? Any donation will be fine. Just drop me a call and i will gladly pick up from you. Please be generous. All donations will go directly to, ME.
Oh, yah. I lost my pencil box. This time i really think i lose it for good. I mean, i used to lost it quite a few times but got retrived. It just came back to me. This time round i really have no idea where i left it. And i really don't think i will ever see it again. Sad. How am i to survive now. No pencil box... the one that followed me for 5 years already. Sigh, i will miss you. Now i need a new one. Anyone know where to get or can get for me? thanks. =X heh.
Sigh, when will the world end? heh...
Martin -
Saturday, March 04, 2006
12:22:00 am
Contrast
Happiness needs sadness.
Success needs failure.
Benevolence needs evil.
Love needs hatred.
Victory needs defeat.
Pleasure needs pain.
You must experience and accept the extremes. Because if the contrast is lost, you lose appreciation; and when you lose appreciation, you lose the value of everything.
- Philippos
How true...
Martin -
Friday, March 03, 2006
12:20:00 am
Edited and Now, this :
Wells, actually to be honest. This is by far i suppose one of the most screwed up entries i ever typed. Just like how my life is now. haha. But then again, since when Martin's life's not screwed up. heh. I mean, before this post, i actually typed about 2 full entries but decided not to publish it and delete them away. It's not because i will get sued for publishing or it will affect anyone else. But i just simply don't feel comfortable about them for personal reasons.
Wells, days have been passing on and on. Repeatition of school, band pracs, home, supper. Really, nothing else can be found here in Martin's Daily Life. But then again, i suppose most people are somewhat similar right? I mean, how else more do you expect life now to be?
As the days go on, i seem to grow faster than the days. Somehow i got that kind of feeling that i'm growing older twice the speed. Lol. Sounds silly but i don't know how to describe it. Wells, i must be mad. Mentally unstable me. Ya ya, like how i always had been right. Ha, as i look back, it's really amazing how many things had changed and how my mindset and thinking had changed all the way back when i was in kindergarden. Still remember your kindergarden days? heh.
Wells, tomorrow's a holiday if your wondering why i'm still up so late. Yeah, due to the release of results. Yeah, so i really wish all of you guys all the best and stuff. =) Hope all you guys get into wherever you wana go. Just be happy i guess. =)
I don't feel like typing anymore... I m sick of talking and communicating. I wan peace now. Not sleep, but i just wana be alone lah. haha. I miss myself you see =p. heh.
Nights all... by the way for a fact, do you know martin do not eat lollipops!!!??? haha. martin, your damn out of point again. =X
Martin -
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
10:35:00 pm
10:35PM
Yes, I started blogging at 10:35pm today. Somehow was just looking at the time then i just made it the title. Nothing special or any stuff.
Today was ACS founder's day. So had a half dayed school. Played for the founder's day event so wasn't as boring i suppose. At least we get to sit down through out instead of the choir who went like sitting and standing. *grins*
Wells, after that was sectionals. Nothing much, just ran through the pieces, was rather decent today. Then sadly i went home. Heh, how guai of me. Met tongs though. He needed to go down to IMM to grab his pay check. So i just tagged along in hope of that he might give me a treat of something... *HINT*
The $ was rather alot.... O_o
Alrights, even though today's suppose to be short, i'm still tired. Concert's edging ever closer and it also marks the end of honey moon 3months. Mean business gets down serious in studies. Boring....
Wells, another 2 years of slogging again i suppose. Yes, why must i rub it in and make it sound so bad, always.
Alrights, i'm running out of excuse....
Martin -
