Monday, February 06, 2006
10:56:00 pm
What happened today?
I can't really remember what really happened today. Maybe my days are becoming more and more normal and boring that theres really nothing much for me to remember for now. Won't you guys ever reach this stage? I suppose anyone at some point in life will. The stage where life's like a jam.
However today got the confirmed news that O results will be out this friday. Damn, and i got school that day meaning that i will have swim PE again... shit.
Somehow i rather hope it's out soon. At least i get it over and done with faster. So i know where i will be for the next few years to my insignificant life. Really... it's a bad feeling to wait like this. Especially you know that will have a damn long week ahead.
Had mass PE today. Load was lighter as we are going to have X-country this wednesday. Yeah, how nice. Then also had sectionals today. Nothing much. Left school around 630pm. Didn't manage to do some stuff i wanted to do. But it's alright, will do it on friday, if my results are fine.
Sometimes I will realise that things that happen to me don really just impact me. It's about the social and family circle around you. It concerns them as well. I will still have to face them and all. Saying that one can simply ignore and don't care doesn't really work in this world to be honest, at least in my opinion. You cannot run away from the truth forever you see. Sadly, we don't live alone, and maybe fortunately too.
Wells, countdown begins. This is suppose to mark the end of a journey. But that journey haven't ended, the other one seemed to already have began... life's tiring. They always say it's over but it never will.
Martin -
