Wednesday, May 17, 2006
8:40:00 pm
Lost and NOT Found
Wells, end of my testy term. No more test for this term after i ended my horrible math test today. Somehow the paper's rather easy and somehow i always blank out during maths test in jc. Yeah, screwed up big time. Guess might fail again. Wells... i am kinda used to it anyways. Just come whatever it is. Sighs.
Is martin very depressed these days? heh. no? er. i donoe? ask martin? yeah. No idea myself. Sometimes he seemed weird though. Wells, martin's always weird. What am i talking about. Ok, scratch head* who's blog is this?!?!?!?! haha.
and NO, i do NOT have a evil twin.
Wells, do you like have many wants yet you don't seemed to be able to get them. Alrights, sometimes it may seemed that your the only one that don't get it. Ya, more like that rather than the snobbish way of i-want-everything. Things you waited and waited... wells, sometimes that happen to me too. Don't that happen to all of us? heh.
Alrights, most of the time i would just remind myself of how fortunate i am... bla bla bla... there are a million and one others that are less fortunate and hungry and dying, dead. The list goes on. And then, most prob. i would feel better about things. Sometimes though, i feel as if i am some fake optimistic guy. haha. wells, what else can i say. Sometimes don't you wonder why people always think of the poorer? think of the worst? think of everything below you and give sympathy like as if they need it. There are too a million and one others who goes on much much more better than all of us reading this senseless blog. shouldn't we always compare ourselves upwards to the better? sighs, senseless world...
I hate waiting. Really, especially senseless waits. Be it anything. Really, i won't really complain to anyone. But i will complain to myself. non-stop, non-stop, non-stop. I will complain and complain and complain. Dread and dread and dread. so please, don't make me wait. I might just died out myself. hehs.
wells.... off.
Martin -
