Sunday, March 05, 2006
12:57:00 am
Reluctance
Ever fought for something you really wanted? You wanted so bad. But when you finally achieve it, somehow, you just don't really want it anymore. Is like as if you feel guilty taking it. Even though you win it fair and square you do not have the heart to take it from someone. *sight , maybe thats why they always say the hardest person to beat it your own conscience. I feel guilty. See, Martin's human ok... *grins* But if you don't take it, the person who owes it to you feel guilty. How contradicting.
Wells, alrights, i really don't know how to continue. Lol. Wonders, what am I doing now? Thats what they always ask me to blog. LOL. enough of old uncle martin's crap right? heh. Wells, i guess many people aren't reading here anymore. But doesn't matter =) it's for me to keep on ranting and ranting and whinning and sulking and so on. Wells, currently not much people online anymore. Kinda late. Just listening to people complaining and bitching. Lol, there's people bitching about others to me now, theres' people complaining about posting and stuff and there's people REMINDING ME OF THEIR MARCH SOON BIRTHDAY. thanks lor darren -.-
Yes people, i will remember them. =) Yes darren, i know i know. Water bottle, slippers, wallet, what else har? -.-
I still owe quite alot of stuff i think. Mostly food. And of course many ppl's burfday coming. I really do not know how to survive this month. Anyone wana help me? Any donation will be fine. Just drop me a call and i will gladly pick up from you. Please be generous. All donations will go directly to, ME.
Oh, yah. I lost my pencil box. This time i really think i lose it for good. I mean, i used to lost it quite a few times but got retrived. It just came back to me. This time round i really have no idea where i left it. And i really don't think i will ever see it again. Sad. How am i to survive now. No pencil box... the one that followed me for 5 years already. Sigh, i will miss you. Now i need a new one. Anyone know where to get or can get for me? thanks. =X heh.
Sigh, when will the world end? heh...
Martin -
