Sunday, January 08, 2006
3:08:00 pm
Extremes
Sometimes when you hope for a sign or something would happen as an indication for some things and when it happened, it may not really be great or good. It may simply just lead to result of the extreme ends. Something that will leave in confuse in the middle wondering what's really the answer. But sometimes on your part, you may do something unknowingly which leads you others. How do you amend it then? Pain. *sigh*
Anyways. HA, orientation's OVER. O-V-E-N, er, sorry, R. O-V-E-R. Ended with mud all over for most. Smart Martin manage to escape that terrible smelly ending. Actually no, cause my OG did dancing-.- (why smelly? cause there's dung in the mud, sorry for those who rolled happily in it.)
That brings us to the fact that lectures gona start soon. Argh, and nvm, i heard the release of Os is coming early this year. Meaning that we will all start school early... Wonder if it's good or bad. hehs.
Then came sat, where i had band prac. Was kinda ok, seems that most J1s still went and NOT look tired!?!?! Maybe i am too burnt. As in not physically. Shall not dwell into that, people who know will know. If you wanna know, then know me, don't ask me.
My days are starting to be in repetitive mode again. What can i say. Many things i used to do or love doing could not be done somehow anymore. Saddening. I'm afraid of losing. But then i'm confuse. The week seemed long and so many had happened. I'm afraid. Maybe plus alittle sad. Tired? perheps. I need to recharge myself. Not by holidays. I don't know how. I need... .... how?...
Martin -
