Tuesday, November 29, 2005
1:52:00 am
Lost ... found?
Sometimes people get lost. Infact people get lost all the time. Not physically ya. As in sometimes might be spiritually or mentally. Subconciously too. OK, or sometimes dumbly, physically too alrights. (No offence. *grins*) But ultimately, it doesn't really matter does it?
As long as we are found.
Period. I am lost.
Martin -
Monday, November 28, 2005
2:15:00 am
Space Filler
This entry indeed's gona be a space filler. Kinda tire now cause its lke 2:19am in the morning and i m still wide awake? com'on. it haven been like this for quite some time!. Let me alrights...*grins*
Nothing really much today. Went clementi, IMM. tried finding a fishing rod but can't really even get a slight peep at even the tip of the rod. Can't find, Yes.
So ended up having supper instead. lol. wd can i say, i haven had it in a long time and no worries. it won get me that fat and if your thinking of calling me a pig or something.... forget it. Far from it.
i mean hu doesn't eat supper...lifeless creatures.. jk
come to think of it, Holis jz started you see. and i m already hearing rants of BORED BORED BORED everywhere... actually i don really really find it boring. Considering i had been quite busy these days... i am kinda tire actually and not very tuned to the idea of ... relaxation after exams. Still at the lost and transition period for me i suppose where i think most people are already out of it.
Somehow, a relax life's better right? better than chewing on books whole day long. its time again for me to stone ard and sit down here dere everywhere for a drink or two. Don't hesitate to ask me out, like they all say.... WE ARE TOO FREE NOW...
Ass me...
Martin -
Thursday, November 24, 2005
9:25:00 pm
A " Simple " entry of MY life. Today ...
Ok, why isit call like that. Due to somebody, i have choose to dedicate this entry to my today's life... in so-called simply. ha.
Alrights, nothing really much today. just spent it like the pass few days. Went to acjc for band practice. its still kinda tiring.-.- maybe cause i had a damn long break or something. now i cannnot seem to play too long or high and the piece is like-.- freaking high....
now even my lips are tire. *snores*.... argh
i donoe y, but it jz bothers me that even during holis i m still so stress... went to do the PAE thingy. da dada ... nth really much leh. today. usual la, dinner alone. lunch at dover. tire. chatting on msn now. figuring how m i gonna get pass 2ml with 1812 in the list wif my snoring and injure lips-.-
medic....
P.S. : simple enough? lol
Martin -
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
10:29:00 pm
i am too.. lost and confuse to think of a title. i don wana think. i wana close my eyes and jz slp away. not die, no. jz....ignore the world.
i think some dicisions i made might be wrong? made under pressure and stress.
wells. wds done's done. no choice. have to jz push harder. why do i even make myself like this.-.- haha, martin's stupid to a certain extend la.... (i know my friends out there will scream no! large extend and maybe even unmeasurable! )
short one. too tire to type.
Martin -
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
9:53:00 pm
Quicksand
Confused. Trying so hard to strggle out of it. However the harder you try, the deeper you sink. The answer seems simple. Don't move and wait for help. However how many people can really do that? Keeping their nerves in the middle of everything.
*Wonders*
They might seem so but they are not. What if one dies before help arrives... The odds are against you. However life's about choices. Sadly, they are like dominos. Chain-effect. One will affect another and every single step you choose is CRUCIAL. Everyone... But how do you make sure your decisions are the most suitable in the times of panic and lost. It's only left with God and you and God let you choose.
The worst is that while your in all these, "SHIT", it starts to rain and lightning everywhere... Storms came and water pours... There's this chinese saying that says that bad things usually don't come alone.
In this case, ya.
Stabbed ...
Martin -
Saturday, November 19, 2005
3:43:00 pm
Os over. *GRINS*
yes. this great idiot here can't stop grinning to himself. haha. Os over you see. Because of that damn exams, i have scacrifice so much of my time studying and stop doing so much things that i will usually do. Its alright, Its over. *grins*...*grins*...and... *grins*..
alrite. finally, time time time. Life will resume to normal. do things i have stopped. meet ppl i have not met. eat things i've not ate...tat better not too much la. yeah. and start updating once again.
Oh, i changed back the skin. tat previous one made me feel stress somehow. =s. lol. simple is still the best. Martin's no complicated guy u see. Simple minded guy. =X
alrites, not too long here. enough of words for now. let me have a break. *grins*
OFF-! *grins*..
*Grins*..
*GRINS*... ENOUGH. NUMB ALREADY OK! ...
Martin -
