11:29:00 pm
Ah, finally October's here once again. Ha, the supposingly autumn is suppose to be cooling as it enters towards the end of autmn and reaches the winter soon. But here in the little tropical Singapore i live in, doesn't snow and doesn't have 4 seasons.
This shall mark the start of the chaotic piaing for the upcoming Os and i m very sure everyone's slogging their heads and asses off. Guess i will cutting down on net and maybe this might be the last time i might come online for long. Guess i have to stop coming here. Place of horror. argh, naughty internet! *shake head*
So Martin here shall wish all exam takers all da best and study on! Theres always someone in the world somewhere whos working hard with you at the same time too. Don't let yourself down and honour yourself and everyone else. Don't regret. Theres nothing nice about regrets.
Nice October sky. Nice stars. nice, simply.
cya sooner than you thought ;)
Martin -
9:21:00 pm
Seemingly weird. As the gentle breeze never falls to sneak its way through my room window as it pushes on my face everytime i approach it lazily before closing it for the night. Zephyr? mmm. Na, just breeze. Whats the difference? The simplicity i suppse? I am a shallow and simple guy you see. *grins* Ah, yes. These breeze are never failed to be accompanied with stars. Yes. Stars. Thus the star i was refering to in the title are not like idols bla bla you see. I don't really believe in that to a certain extend.
I can't really explain clearly or even to myself why do I really like stars that much. I am not crazy over them. I don't do much in dept research or do i try to trace out all those horoscopes thingy. Once again, matter of belief. Choice. But they just seem to be, cooling, peaceful i say. At least thats what i feel of them to me. They seem to be looking at us even as we admire them simply. Simply. They seem to provide us with some answer of some sort to questions that I myself don't even know. I don't even know what is it about them yet I seem to already the answer?
Do you feel like this too? ha. Stars. They are one hell of a cute thing. And i know you may thing I am one hell of a weirdo or simply, Paranoid? ha. Whatever you. Enjoy 'em.
Martin -
"In Memory Of Those Who Made The Ultimate Sacrifice So Others Could Reach For The Stars
AD ASTRA PER ASPERA(A ROUGH ROAD LEADS TO THE STARS) "
Apollo 1; Godspeed
9:02:00 pm
Yes, you have guessed it, Prelims ending. Oh ya, many are tired too. Slogged for so long and it finally ends and its only the beginning. Tell me about it ~.
Self denial? Not really. Refuse to believe that Os are near? not really. Its just bits and pieces of heres and theres. Then again, its a stage where most will reach. Its the deciding stage of "where are you going next, dude". A sterotypical education system that most Singaporeans here had gone through seem to be inevitable for me to prevent in any ways. Boils down to... will i make that ___ points. ( * Please fill in to realistic and obtainable points. Subjective to people. Sensitive ) Jcs? Polys? Ites? Simple yet it affects almost your entire life. Almost my dear.
Ba, who cares for now. Those shall wait. They will wait till the "Doom Slip" is given in march or so. For now, its still the prelims you see. And the 1 wk of irregular sleeping shedule and slogging had really worn me out. Tired and out. Of course there are people who really really are way off and down than me, no doubt. I don't denie the fact that i m not the most hardworking guy either. Sometimes life can be so-so tied down. People grow older mentally faster. Even though physically might be much slower. No, not more mature, but older. *sigh*
The road never seems to end soon and neither will we people stop walking soon. More books to chew, more tests to slog, more movies to watch, more stories to be told and sadly, even more hurricanes to hide. -.- We can't helped it. But we try to help out.
A little something before I'm off- 
*( Taken during trip to king albert park macs beside a train track. Thanks a million darren for da pic =D )
*( Taken during trip to king albert park macs beside a train track. Thanks a million darren for da pic =D )
Martin -
12:28:00 am
Save by the fence... Beyond? We always wana go over. But...save by the fence? Yes, save...
Happy Mid Autumn Fest! Munch on those mooncakes. Spare some for me too ;)
Martin -
11:25:00 pm
Doing nothing much now. looking at people online. My hobby you see. People looking but online. Simply starring at the msn address screen. ha. Talking to some friends. Listening to movement from rosa off nco radio? haha. hosted but some real real cranky ppl! =X. keep up peps!
Actually got to realise i have already been without band for nearly like ? 2 to 3 months? wow! ha. what a pleasant surprise... martin's thriving still! Well, guess when you have no choice, you have to adapt. Natural selection you see. People change and adapt as time goes. Thats why humans always remain the dominant race... for now..
Well, guess i have loss touch with music more or less in terms of band or trombone wise if u like to put it. i cannot really remember how many lines are there on the staff.... 5 right? wds the scale with 2 sharps in it again? ... see. -.- i cannot even remember how it feels with a mouthpiece in my mouth... thats bad right? haha.
Of course during this period, i also lost touched and contact with lots of people i suppose. Mostly band peps i guess. Guess martin's not that bandy anymore! =D ah... how did the horns do that trail! sounded cute... nvm! anyways! ha. Guess there will always be a time of such here and there in life. You can't always be in touch with all your friends all the time? People come and go. We don't have a choice? Is your P sch best buddy even in contact with you still? *wonders*
But then again. This is life so we cope. There will always be help. We just have to seek and ask. i guess. =) ya? ... and movement of rosa still haven end...-.- ... such a terrible piece. played so many times yet i still play like shit for this piece. = \ guess jz kinda read thru only. haha. No effort No gain. Simple.
Alrights. Got mores to say but then again, Ah Gong Martin shall not bore you anymore. If your still with me thats it... are you ? *knocks*. do leave something here if ur...? heys! thats u! NO! DON PRESS THE CROSS! so what if i am lame! HEYS!.....damn..-.-
Yes. I tok to myself ? so? i like to self amuse you see. sorta..
Martin -
*P.S.* AIZAT U SOUND CUTE MAN! WOOT!... er...
5:44:00 pm
Why do somethings happen sometimes we do not know... why..
So lets do what we can and what we know. Thats what I know...
gee, at least for myself.
short blog for a perlim term for now. cyaos and wish me lucky.
Martin -
9:51:00 am
Ha, finally, Martin has proven himself as healthy once again! I woke up at 8:30 am today! what a day! haha. I bet lots of you guys are still sleeping right right ? =X.. Naive me. Nevermind that anyways.
Alrights, was kinda sick for the pass 2 days or so you see. Fever ... Again. Argh. Sore throat as usual. Think i lose half of my voice. Sounds kinda weird. ha. Or you would like to call it sexy i won't really mind you see. Hmm.. Naive me once again. Alrights, now i realise that if you wana get a MC to pon school or work. DON'T! i repeat. DON'T wish that you are sick and be a nice little angel and go get MC. nono, sick is not nice. MCs? JUST BUY 'EM LA! =x
Hmm, no harm if your family member's a doctor. I suggest that we should hang out more you see. Maybe we can come to a MC deal or something. Argh. Naive me once again.
Ok, let me emphasize more on the earliness that i woke up. Its now only 10am and i am blogging. What a nice timming. -.- Lets see. What am i going to do today... slog slog slog. siansiansian. Rather inspired by a friend's msn display pic you see about sianing. haha. But no matter whats, i am feeling better now so i will be meeting minghua for ... breakfast? lunch? branch? nono, not those on the trees.
Alrights, its breakfast at 11 -.-
Cheers -
Martin -
11:30:00 pm
Yes, Boring topic i know. Guess not much secondary school students would really wana read bout this. Maybe i should change it to something more attractive instead maybe like "Martin's Dead" or something. Na, jkjking.
Anyways. Yes, today's 2nd sept. Marks the 1st sickening and sianing of Prelims. Even so, next week's holis. No doubt, not much of a break. Its meant for slogging off our asses and heads for the following week's endless papers.
Suppose EL paper one wasn't that bad. Was abit weird with the writing style. Extremely corny...Wonder if i will get corny marks too!? =s But then again, who would want to read another boring essay ya? So it became extremely corny with numerous cold jokes thats not funny at all...i suppose...Prelims, tell me about it.
Oh, yes. Project Super star. da results out finally i suppose. Some Weilian guy won, think his a handicap. Quite an impressive achievement i suppose. But then again there are always 2 sides to a coin. There are always people who will question how on earth is a blind ever going to be a SUPER star? Com'on, this is the 21st century... SCREW THE WORLD! JUST DO IT AND HECK EVERYTHING ELSE LATER...thats my policy =X
Sorry for that, over-reacting abit ya.? ha.
Boring boring boring, Wheres yingtong..-.- still eating supper ah-.- getting fatter la. Run down on that hairy tummy you! =X
Oh, He's back, RIGHT. i am oFF -
Martin -
