Friday, August 12, 2005
8:38:00 pm
ReleasOphobia? Na.. Day of 12/8/05
Yes, day where my O level chinese results is being release. Saw quite a few extreme of reactions ehs? Ranging from the expressionless to the drastic to the endless flooding of tropical rain to the over the rainbow and over the pluto ones. If you are catching up with gary's blog ( garyz89.blogspot.com ) you would have know darren's nearly happy to tears and if you had been roaming round the school enough, you would have seen much more people IN tears... for all the wrong reasons those. But to those people, theres always the 2nd chance ya? Consider it well i guess =) its always not the end you see ya? Just studies.
Oh wells, another normal and long and draggy day. You see, fridays are suppose to be the shortest day of the week lasting about one hour shorter as school ends at 115 on these days. However they always seem the longest, maybe the 3 period of A maths at the end? or the day started with physics? haha. nvm that anyways. Btw the result came in half way thru bio test, guess i am going to flunk my bio, totally no mood in continuing. Felt as if my whole soul and body just flooted with the result slip. *grins*
And gary's telling me he's waiting for my post as he seem highly reluctant to post of love. Just simply refuse to write about her as he's afraid people might read. Right? Gary you reading this now? Relax man, i think most people knows about her ANYWAY. ha. jkjk.
Lets see, what part of my dramatic life have i missed out..hmm, oh, theres band today for em, wonder how are they doing and hows my section going and hows joshua coping. Heard didn't had just an ideal start, den again, who does? ha. Oh, just remembered, i guess my four years ending soon and yet i still miss lower secondary and even primary school life.
I seem to be stuck in a world back in primary school, even though i did grow. Ok, some of you are going to insisit i had never grow mentally, whatever, but i seem to be stuck there. I can't put it into words. I cannot see myself more than now like how i used to forsee. I used to be able to picture myself in the future, see myself as who i will become. Or at least those mental images that kept me going when i was younger. However i had always felt lost as i grow older and older and older. Is my age catching up? ...i m only 16 mind you. Then again, maybe i am just drowning myself in a dimension created by my own amusments and illusions. Always believed someday, dear martin goh will snap back to reality ehs?
Nevertheless, i m off. entry getting longggg, and i hope ur still with me ehs? ha. hard to keep ppl's attention these days. Influence of the world. argh. Humans are baddies.
OFF -
Martin -
